I was going to begin my intro talking about all the angst I felt after a 3 month long courtship ended in late May and all I had left was a bill for antibiotics.... no NO I won't even get into it! Not bitter! This is a journey I am taking for ME. As I wake up at 5:45am and pull on the yoga pants and Oregon t-shirt (and yes a sports bra - C CUP for god's sake!) and head to the new Mecca in my life. The gym. I am on a mission. Not to be 120 pounds ( I would be waifish and birdlike, plus would most likely lose my T and A, my best features....besides my ears), not to be a size 6 (although, DAMN, I could wear ANYTHING!) but to feel comfortable in my own skin (and yes, a god damn Bikini!) and walk with the confidence of someone who has set an aggressive goal and achieved it. It's not about what anyone else thinks about me, that is out of my control and not worth my time - I spend 9000% of my life working and socializing - this is about how I think and feel about myself. That, my devoted readers, is something I CAN control and that I have begun to control with my workouts and better eating habits, although lets be serious, this betch will never DIET!
Follow along as myself and my BFF Tana - 600 miles separates us physically but we are PHONEtically, psychologically (if not psychotically) and emotionally the best of friends that are doing this crazy blog together - as we motivate and inspire each other as well as the three other people who will accidentally read this blog!
Until next time: work. work out. work it.
<3 becstacy
August 2010. Sweat it all out!
